BORED OF WAITEDINESSSS..........

for quite a some time or some months would be more appropriate to say i was like at the end it would all turn into a terrifying dream & i would be laughing all over it but now it no more seems like that i mean it seems like a definate turn taken by my destiny  long time ago which i was confusing with a sore dream it was all my mistake to take it like that way !! but i was'nt ready to accept that change ages ago and now also m not ready to accept it at all it dont come to me that way i dont understand this simple thing why i am not ready to accept it as the way it is it seems like a great windstorm in my life which wont be leaving anything in its respected place it will be quite hard for me to deal with all this nuisance i should say . this all started on or i should say before my 17th birthday (my birthday 16th august) , on 15 my cousin came to my house just to celebrate my birthday as i took a leave from tution for that day so i messaged  amrik just to ask what happened in tution as that day we were expecting a test in chemistry then i got to know even he also had not been to tution that day n then some normal talks n then i bid gudbye and left the conversation . n then we were all set to go for a movie me , my cousin & my brother , we headed to a mall nearby named 'pacific' it was first day first show for that movie i.e. KAMINEY  movie was average accordind to me the we came back n my cousin was fiddling with my phone n then started to check ...............(incomplete)